Mind-boggling

This boggles me....

When on earth did I become old and weak? Why, at a young age of 35, I already feel as if my all the energy of my youth has been drained out of my body.

I consider myself atheletic, I joined all the sportsfest at work, I used to go to gyms 3x a week, I play badminton regulary, and yet why do I feel like I didnt take care of myself?

Why 3 months ago, I felt my head exploding, the back of my neck aching and my heart pounding loudly? Being the health freak that I am, I went to see a doctor the following morning and found out that my blood pressure is higher than normal. All the vital organs, however, are functioning well. No abnormality whatsoever inside my body. But why do I feel like this isnt me anymore?

Most of the time, I feel dizzy...I can feel palpitations in my heart..

The cardio said, must be stress...coudlnt be..i try to lead a stress-less life...my philosophy in life is "i couldnt be bothered"...what could have possibly triggered that?

Am thinking, what about burn-out? I think Ive been doing the same thing for more than a decade and a change of heart is what i need.

Well, whatever it is..I dont frigging like it..

Im feeling nauseous again...dang